Ye mere Jeewan ki asli kahaani hai. Mera naam Zeenat Iqbal h.
Me ye kahani shuru se btana chahti hu. Me ek Muslim parivar me paida hui. Hum 4 behene h. Me behno me 3re number ki hu. Hm jaha rehte the waha par bohat kam muslim the, vo ek hindu basti thi. Jab meri umar 16 ki hui to hmare ghar k saamne ek ladka rehnae aya, uska name Vikram tha. Pyar se use sb viccky kehte the. Uski umar 21 saal thi. Jb usne mjhe pehli baar dekha to dekhta hi reh gya. Me roz ghr k bahar khade ho kr use dekha krti thi. Lekin kbhi meri ya uski himmat nahi hui baat krne ki.
Fir 2 mahine baad Diwali k din vo apne parivar k sath bahar road par patake jala rha tha. To meri choti behan waha jaane ki zid krne lgi. meri ammi ne mjhe waha lejane ko kaha. Jab me use to le kr gyi to vo mjhe dekh kr chok gya. Uske pitaji ne meri behan ko ek fuljhadi di aur vo usse khelne lgi. Me waha akeli khdi thi tabhi vo aya aur mujhse pucha, "kya aapko fuljhadi chahiye" to mene apna sar hila kr na kaha. Me uss waqt bohat darr gyi thi. Fir usne mera naam pucha aur apna naam btaya. Fir vo waha se chala gya aur me apni behan ko lekar ghr aa gyi. Uss raat me sirf uske baare me sochti rhi. Mera mann kr rha tha k vo mjhe pyar kre, mjhe kiss kre aur usko yaad krte krte meri kb neend lg gyi pta hi nhi chla. kuch hi time me hamare pariwaar se unki acchi jan pahchan ho gai thee ab to kai bar uski ammi hamare ghar bhi din me kai baar ajati the or meri ammi bhi unke ghar aane jaane lagi the. Ek baar meri ammi ne mjhe kapde lene vicky k ghar bheja, meri ammi kapde seeti thi aur vicky ki ammi ko blouse silwana tha, me thodi darr rhi thi par me himmat krke jb uske ghr me gyi to waha uski ammi aur vo T.V. dekh rhe the. Me pehli baar uske ghr me gyi thi. Mene uski ammi se kapda maanga, Uski ammi piche jb blouse ka kapda lene gyi, to usne mjhe dekha aur smile di to mene bhi usko smile di. Fir usne meri padai aur school k bare me pucha aur ghar aa gyi. Agle din me school gyi, me school me bhi bs yehi soch rhi thi ki kese kal me uske ghr, fir baatein ki.
Jb school ki chutti hui to me dekh kr chok gyi
ki vicky gate par khada h. Vo mera hi intezar kr rha tha . Me school se
ghr pedal apni saheli k sath jati hu. Vo bhi mere piche piche aa gya
aur jaldi se apne ghr me chali gyi. Me uss din samjh gyi thi ki vo bhi
mjhe pasand krta h.. Me bs intezar krne lgi ki kb vo mjhe pyar krte,
apni baho me le, mjhe kiss kre.
Me ye kahani shuru se btana chahti hu. Me ek Muslim parivar me paida hui. Hum 4 behene h. Me behno me 3re number ki hu. Hm jaha rehte the waha par bohat kam muslim the, vo ek hindu basti thi. Jab meri umar 16 ki hui to hmare ghar k saamne ek ladka rehnae aya, uska name Vikram tha. Pyar se use sb viccky kehte the. Uski umar 21 saal thi. Jb usne mjhe pehli baar dekha to dekhta hi reh gya. Me roz ghr k bahar khade ho kr use dekha krti thi. Lekin kbhi meri ya uski himmat nahi hui baat krne ki.
Fir 2 mahine baad Diwali k din vo apne parivar k sath bahar road par patake jala rha tha. To meri choti behan waha jaane ki zid krne lgi. meri ammi ne mjhe waha lejane ko kaha. Jab me use to le kr gyi to vo mjhe dekh kr chok gya. Uske pitaji ne meri behan ko ek fuljhadi di aur vo usse khelne lgi. Me waha akeli khdi thi tabhi vo aya aur mujhse pucha, "kya aapko fuljhadi chahiye" to mene apna sar hila kr na kaha. Me uss waqt bohat darr gyi thi. Fir usne mera naam pucha aur apna naam btaya. Fir vo waha se chala gya aur me apni behan ko lekar ghr aa gyi. Uss raat me sirf uske baare me sochti rhi. Mera mann kr rha tha k vo mjhe pyar kre, mjhe kiss kre aur usko yaad krte krte meri kb neend lg gyi pta hi nhi chla. kuch hi time me hamare pariwaar se unki acchi jan pahchan ho gai thee ab to kai bar uski ammi hamare ghar bhi din me kai baar ajati the or meri ammi bhi unke ghar aane jaane lagi the. Ek baar meri ammi ne mjhe kapde lene vicky k ghar bheja, meri ammi kapde seeti thi aur vicky ki ammi ko blouse silwana tha, me thodi darr rhi thi par me himmat krke jb uske ghr me gyi to waha uski ammi aur vo T.V. dekh rhe the. Me pehli baar uske ghr me gyi thi. Mene uski ammi se kapda maanga, Uski ammi piche jb blouse ka kapda lene gyi, to usne mjhe dekha aur smile di to mene bhi usko smile di. Fir usne meri padai aur school k bare me pucha aur ghar aa gyi. Agle din me school gyi, me school me bhi bs yehi soch rhi thi ki kese kal me uske ghr, fir baatein ki.
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